Me Me ME !!!!

Yeah, me again..it's been a long fucking month. Most miserable one I can remember in a long time………………..

I am obviously PMSing……….i've gotten the normal TWO zits in the SAME fucken spots I get them EVERY month……………Give me a FUCKEN break !!! I don't even need to keep track on a calendar anymore……………and if you look at me wrong --grab your neck and run cuz I am IN a MOOD !!! GRRR

It's Friday. Picked Logan up at his normal time, they (he and his sister) were not in the same damn room more than 30 seconds……….I KID YOU FUCKIN NOT..and already fighting…………cuz Logan wanted to know what server Alexx was on -on Club Penquin………………………Open fridge, crack first beer, light first Marlboro………and the day went on………it's 3 pm.

I do 4 loads of laundry, de-weed Roger's bushes on both sides of the house and trim bushes and flowers. Steaks thawing, corn on cob in steamer ready to go when he gets home……………finally……

Apparently I'm not "happy" enough for him at this time……for some strange reason……..no clue here…………….he wonders why I'm copping attitude? Didn't realize I WAS……………ohhhhhhhkay…….

Gonna take a stabe here…..well let's see? The last 3 sexual encounters we have had were 'drive by shootings"…or would you rather I call them "ATM's" --as in DEPOSIT ONLY??????????????

Don't get me wrong, I will take sex whenever I can get it, but after a while a little "PREHEATING OF THE OVEN" would be appreciated !!!!

And you wonder why I'm copping ATTITUDE?????????????????????

I warned him……….I need sex…..on a regular basis or I get orney……….Warned.

"Oh it hasn't' been that long". He says…………………….FOR WHO?!?!?!?!? I've had to self bake the last 3 muffins you attempted to bake !!!! FUCKER. Cop an attitude my ass !!!!

Yeah, so, CVS has 12 packs of Miller Lite on sale for $8.69…..that's cheaper than the fucken Dollar General !!! All over that shit !!! WOO HOO !!

So, we put steaks on the grill, had our corn on the cob…………I'm left to clean up the mess………..as usual. Nothing new. As long as they clean the table I'll clean the rest.

Mother In Law is coming this weekend. Unlike the brother in Daytona, I don't have a MAID that comes to clean every Tuesday……….so I proceed to vacuum and mop and clean bathrooms. It's 7:30pm now. He don't understand why I'm doing this now, or why.. Typical male.

Cuz I don't care WHO comes to my house, when YOU get there IT is CLEAN !!! Maybe it's part of my OCD. Who the fuck cares??

Even the babysitter comes to a spotless house !! Just the way I am.

Anyway, Rog goes to BED……………..it's 8:00pm now!!!

Um, It's FRIDAY,………..it's a HOLIDAY weekend !! HELLO FUCKIN HELLO???

On a weekday, when I have to get my daughter up at 5:45am, okay, I understand….but………….FRIDAY??????????????????? WTF??

So he's pissed at me. He's pissed cuz I have attitude about this mother, who won't speak to me in English (see previous blog), he is pissed cuz NOW I want to clean……….can you NOT READ PMS here????????????

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE TO DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT AT 8PM ON A FRIDAY NIGHT !!! BE FUCKING GLAD I AM NOT AT A BAR SOMEWHERE IN THIS MOOD !!! WHICH IS WHERE I WOULD PREFER TO BE !!!!!

So here I sit, on my patio, it's now 10:17pm……….and I just don't feel like going to bed yet…..he's waiting for me and I could care less. For what? Pity sex?

Now you gonna give me sex like it's supposed to be cuz I been bitchen about it? Sorry dude, I can go without……………..and you will. Fuck you.

So I will sit here, drink my beer, smoke my Marlboros and wait for you to fall asleep…..or don't…I don't care…I'll come to bed when I'm ready…